If I could wish for 1 Day/Night to live everyday for the rest of my life
If I could wish for 1 Day/Night to live everyday for the rest of my life, which one it would be?
Well I don't have to think twice for that as I am pretty sure about it!
It will be the night when I met Anaya for the first time in my life. Me, Jyoti and Anaya spent a wonderful time that night.
I loved playing with Anaya, they way she talks, the way she showed me her toys, played piano for me, played hide and seek, played with Play Doh clay all while Jyoti was cooking something for us.
Then she slept and then it was us, bottles of wine, balcony, stars and 2 moons, 1 shining in the dark sky and the other beside me.
It was the best night of my life. When they both were sleeping, I didn't slept at all. Whole night I just watched both of them sleeping quietly comfortably, one in my arms and other beside me.
The thought I had in that moment was - Is this real?
After which I made a wish : Kaash Jyoti meri wife hoti and Anaya meri beti.
From that day till now, I don't know from whatever I went through, I may forget a few things but I will never forget that night.
Still I wish for the same. And it is going to be the same till the end.
I don't know how much you are mad at me but I seriously love you alot Jyoti.
They got my data against me, that night I expressed from what I have been through and all that happened because again same thing was happening and I was not ready to loose you.
I was not judging you that time, never did, always accepted whatever you said to me whether true or not.
They don't have to teach me about manifestation and other bullshit. I know who I am, what I am, how I am!
I have powers since my childhood.
They destroyed the hospital where I was born.
That house got dead where I lived first few years of my life before changing my home.
They destroyed the school where I studied in the beginning.
And these facts are not even the tip of the iceberg.
Chemicals don't give me powers, they amplify it, they enhance it but they don't give me powers.
I got all habits in different times because of the people I stayed with.
Rules, knowledge and information got changed as I grew up according to what I understand, what I like and what I don't.
The more people came to know about me and what I can do the more they started controlling and navigating my life by providing misinformation and putting me in bad habits.
You know all this very well as you know what I know.
I am not arrogant, despite what all the world threw at me, my father raised me well. I had the power to destroy everyone and everything that I don't like and I was never afraid to loose anything.
He loves me the most. And saying No to me can never work on me. Because that's how it works in my life.
I just wanna say, I don't care about any other girl and my past. I love you and I love you damn so much.
I know the meaning of that reel "I love you, you love me, ok now you are my bestie!"
And I know the meaning of every content I come across that's legit.
You thinking the guy who has the knowledge of doing anything in this world, who plays with the patterns that nobody can see is enjoying making template designs here.
I wanted to create a restore point in my life strong enough that I can use throughout my life.
Mujhe nahi pata ye sahi hai ya galat, but mein tumhare siva kabhi kisiko pyaar nahi karna chahta.
I will rather prefer to die than to love someone else.
You are allowed to do whatever you wanna do with me. Jisko Jo karna hai kare, I will fight with the negativity but not the people.
I love you Jyoti.
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